you're going to be the one that saves me. [04/10/05|114pm] [ mood | cheerful ] i wanted to start fresh again. new journal chasemybreath add me there bitches. trust me, you'll have fun reading this one. 1 - !!!!!

rock, paper, scissors, SHOOT [04/06/05|825pm] [ mood | cheerful ] what an amazing day it has been ♥</p> i had mcas today which wasn't the amazing part of my day lol. i had it for a and b block so that took up half the day, sweet! i was half a sleep during the test and when i was done i slept and woke myself up cause i guess i snorted like a piggy LMFAO! i was like..."HUH? WHAT?!?!" so ya! that was that lol. when skewl was over i met angie at her locker and then we went outside to go meet chantel and craig!! we had so much fun together. i don't feel like typing out what we did...so i'll just have these pictures explain it to you! ( a fun day<3 ) 1 - !!!!!

somebody come hear me out [04/05/05|826pm] [ mood | content ] today was whatevz. ha. alisia gave me black hair dye in the morning. THANK YOU SWEET CHEEKS!!<3 i was needing some lol, damn roots coming in. skewl was fine..it was okay. GOD, I SAY THAT EVERYDAY! blah blah blah, skewl was fine....blah blah blah i did nothing today, BLAHHHH! my updates always say that same shit. i'm sorry my life is boring. tomorrow won't be boring though! yessaa! i'm hanging out with chantel, craig, and angiee!! my sexy friends that i sweat more than anything. yay! so ya, tomorrow will be a fun update, woo hoo it's about time we have one of those in here! :] i'm a spaz, i'm going to get out of here! 2 - !!!!!

come back to bed♥ [04/04/05|537pm] [ mood | sad ] i got some weird rash during b block today. it started on one arm & then the other arm, and then it starting going up to my neck. i have idea why the fuck i got a rash in the first place. i was eating nerds candy and as soon as i was finsihed that's when the rash begun, so i'm guessing i had a reaction. but it's weird because i've eaten that candy soo many times before. i went to the nurse and she was like..."OH MY GOD CHILD GO SIT DOWN, I'LL CALL YOUR MOTHER RIGHT NOW!" aww, it felt so nice to be pampered by the nice nurses haha. my mom thinks it was hives so she gave me her hive medication and it sort of went away. i slept for about 4 hours and it feels better. there's just little blood spots and scratches on my arms, that's all. so i woke up because the phone rang and it was the lovely brad! accompanied by shane! they made me laugh hardcore, sonnn! welp my mom just cooked some good chicken so my ass is going to go eats now! ♥♥♥ hey don't worry. i feel the exact same way you do. trust me. !!!!!

i can't remember when i actually cared [04/02/05|1043pm] [ mood | indescribable ] before i start my entry i just want to say that today makes 1 year & 1/2 for dave and i! i am extremely happy with our relationship ♥ today was fun. slept until about 10-ish. woke up and there was nothing to eat cause my mom was out grocery shopping. so i went back to sleep. eh :\ i basically spent all my time in bed. and then i woke up at exactly 4:42 cause christine called me asking why i wasn't at heather's house yet. i felt so bad cause me and mike were late for band practice. they had it today instead of having it tomorrow. i guess heather has to be up in boston or something. but ya, at first i was in a really bad mood while at heather's house but the band cheered me up! i screamed & sang with christine for a little bit! ya mannnn! & dave just dropped my ass off now. so i'm here all alone, blah. mike went with him cause he's sleeping over. i wish i could sleep over, that would be fucking great. i'm still sort of in a bad mood but...whatever, i'll get over it! i'm sorry, but sometimes i think i'm better off alone ♥ 1 - !!!!!

choke a bitch. [04/01/05|305pm] [ mood | bouncy ] IT'S FRIDAY!, finally! :] i'm so excited cause i get to see dave! ♥ i really want to go to the mall tonight, but we'll probably end up staying at his house and cuddling, aww! ay, i fucking miss him so much. i hope he misses me too! HAH, who am i kidding, of course he misses me. cause if he didn't i would kick his butt :] aaaayyyyyyy i'm so fucking happy right now. & it's all because of dave! !!!!!

since you've been gone... [03/31/05|702pm] [ mood | groggy ] well. i cut my hair. 5 inches. nothing big cause my hair was soo long, but it looks alot different to me. i like it. i'm going to cut it even shorter after prom. today was pretty fun. dave is in a really bad mood today because of dumb people bothering him :[ I LOVE YOU DAVE! i'm going to beat up everyone just so i can see your beautiful smile<3 i'm so bored with everythinggg!! want to be my friend? haha. wow. !!!!!

we've been through so much through these years. [03/29/05|923pm] [ mood | annoyed ] alright. so i have my u.s. history & my algebra 2 book on my bed. i swear i'll open them soon to do some homework! haha. today was pretty eventful. skewl, late bus, home, & then some. when i got home i put on some comfy clothes and came online. then my mom made me go with her to cvs. afterwards i went to this award ceremony for my tia maria! she's so beautiful! i was there with felicia. Panicky: Noun 1. A sudden, overpowering terror, often affecting many people at once. Anxiety: Noun 1. A state of apprehension, uncertainty, and fear resulting from the anticipation of a realistic or fantasized threatening event or situation, often impairing physical and psychological functioning. 3. Eager, often agitated desire that is what i was feeling while at the ceremony. the whole thing took place at the new bedford whaling museum, & for all of you that know me i have a phobia of whales. i get really nervous when i see pictures of them or see them on t.v. so, WHAT'S THE FIRST THING I SEE WHEN I WALK IN!?!? a fucking whale skeleton. at first i tried not to talk and i kept looking down because the skeleton was hanging from the cieling. when felicia came i felt relieved because i had her to talk to. after the whole boring part of the ceremony we went to eat, IN THE FUCKING ROOM WITH THE SKELETON! so as i was taking a sip of my drink i looked up and i almost choked. i know it's probably funny to you guys but i am seriously bothered by this now :\ i remember one time dave played whale noises over the phone & i started crying. that's when i knew that this phobia was serious. the crew says they're going to blindfold me and bring me to seaworld one day. i think i will crap my pants and then kick their asses. eh. !!!!!

i want a new lj! [03/28/05|447pm] [ mood | bitchy ] whoa. long time no update. I AM SO BORED WITH THIS LIVEJOURNAL! i want a new one haha. but i can't think of a user name. hmmm. i'll think of one soon. dave just left his house to come pick me up. i can't take being in my house anymore. i called him crying telling him to come get me. so i got some money out of my drawer. surprisingly i had $15. so that's all going to dave for gas money. my curfew is 10 tonight. WICKED LAME!! i NEVER have a curfew, & when i do it'll be at midnight or something like that. oh well. it's better than nothing. i'm really glad that i have a boyfriend that cares about me enough to just drop everything that he is doing and come pick me up. i don't deserve this happiness :\ !!!!!

the stars align for you & i tonight. [03/25/05|900pm] [ mood | discontent ] i feel so emotional right now. it's like...i want to cry & then laugh at myself. dave just left. everything seemed to be fine when he was here. i'm so stupid, stupid, stupid. goodnight! 1 - !!!!!

there's no one in this world like EMILY! [03/24/05|929pm] [ mood | bouncy ] go look at myspace. :] today was very fun. A block we watched big daddy. i had a slip to go to some meeting about mcas at 8:30 but i didn't even go. i just didn't feel like it. & then B block i went to go hang out with chantel. if you go to myspace you can see all the pictures we took. i don't feel like posting all the pictures again haha. dave & i decided not to talk today so that when we see eachother tomorrow we can go crazy hahaha. we think of the dumbest things. we put ourselves through hell just for the heck of it. it's sort of fun to see how much our minds and heart can take. haha. well, i'm talking to channy right now so that means i don't want to talk to YOU GUYS ANYMORE! haha. i love my chantel lyne!♥ 1 - !!!!!

thanks for that summer<3 [03/23/05|633pm] [ mood | thankful ] ( wow, the old jess & dave... ) 4 - !!!!!

what's the worst thing i can say? [03/23/05|319pm] [ mood | cheerful ] -singing at the top of my lungs- skewl was great today. i had alot of fun just being there. we have a perminant sub. in history because mr. pimental had surgery, which sucks cause he's a great teacher. but hey, mr. hernandez is pretty sexy hahaha. he's really chill and laid back so that's why i really like him. i'm understanding algebra 2 more and more each day, thank god. i thought i would be clueless forever. it's a good thing i sit next to vanessa cause she's really smart and she can explain things to me really well. the band is coming over tonight to watch fight club!, FUCK YES BITCHES! i have to say that is one of my favorite movies. there's something about edward norton that makes me get all tingly inside haha. i'm going to go call dave now! i miss himmmmmmmm!!!!! !!!!!

don't think we're not serious. [03/22/05|406pm] [ mood | irritated ] whoa. haven't updated in awhile. i don't know what to say really...just been a little busy. i wore little pink shoes today that had white polka dots on them. & that's pretty much it<3 2 months & 4 days till prom. 10 days till dave & i make 1 year & 1/2 ♥ !!!!!

old navey is the shit! [03/19/05|901am] [ mood | i'm so excited! ] aahhh!! there's this crazy sale at old navey. if you buy the old navey shopping bag for $2, everything you put in it you get 20% off! is that nuts or what?!? it's only this weekend though, that's why me and my mom are going today! yayyy! ♥ i'm so excited. i need to pick up some summer skirts so i can wear with my converses...now that's hot. i'm really sick of wearing black now. i feel like being all colorful and girly, i miss it. aww lol. when summer is done and it's time to go back as a junior it's going to feel nice cause i'm going to start new. i'll have short hair, hopefully skinnier, and not all black and death-like haha. i guess it was sort of a phase i went through. oh well. this should be interesting haha ♥ 2 - !!!!!

it's friiiiiiday! [03/18/05|843am] [ mood | indescribable ] ( i'm like, god. ) !!!!!

lalala [03/16/05|930pm] [ mood | content ] so today wasn't so bad. i still have a cough but i'll live. i'm getting dismissed tomorrow for the music video. YES, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN BLISTER EFFECT WITH BE SHOOTING THEIR MUSIC VIDEO TOMORROW & I'M IN IT! i feel so honored haha. i'm excited to see what it will look like when it's all finished. i'll be getting dismissed around 11, thank god. that means i'll be seeing dave all day tomorrow...but it's going to be strictly business! no hugging or kissing. haha ya right, temptation was never my friend haha. i've been listening to the demo and practicing some of the stuff that i'm going to have to do in the video. ya, you can call me a nerd lol. i just want to be prepared. i should go listen to the demo some more. ADIOS! 2 - !!!!!

-pukes- [03/16/05|1118am] [ mood | nauseated ] i'm home from skewl. i think i may have bronchitis or it could just be the flu. whatever the fuck it is i want it to go away!! i'm really nauseous too. dave has a half day today. he should be calling me soon, unless he goes to his band practice. not blister effect practice, it's his other band. i'm going to get ready. mom is bringing me to the doctors. no matter what i'm going to skewl tomorrow! !!!!!

standing on this cold kitchen floor... [03/14/05|341pm] [ mood | amused ] i'm bored so i'm going to take some pictures right now :] dave & i are fighting right now, hahaha. i think it's funny. i'll call him later and it'll be like nothing happened. we're just in love like that ♥ !!!!!

i miss your touch. [03/12/05|842pm] [ mood | cheerful ] i bought my prom dress!♥ i feel so pretty in it, hehehe. i like it alot! if anyone is going to prom you should go to JCPenny or Filenes cause they have really nice dresses there! you know, i've been thinking alot lately...like always lol. mostly about dave. sometimes i make believe that i don't even have him in my life and i try to see if i would be happy or not & to tell you the truth my life would be shit without him. i really do believe that he is the one who is going to make me happy forever. we do everything together all the time, we eat supper together, we fall asleep together, and just that makes me so happy. little things always meant so much to me. i don't know, i'm just so happy with the relationship i have with dave. i couldn't ask for more. I LOVE DAVE! 10.2.03 !!!!!

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